Dear Goddess,

The Myth of Being “High Maintenance”, Pleasure, Shame, & a Conscious Weed Ceremony

Kel Karuna Season 2 Episode 10

In this episode of Dear Goddess, I take you inside one of the most unexpected and most profound spiritual experiences I’ve had: a conscious weed ceremony that turned into a quantum healing journey into pleasure, shame, and feminine embodiment.


We also explore the everyday moments that reveal how deeply shame and conditioning still live in our bodies, like witnessing a woman apologize for being “high maintenance” simply for asking for the coffee she ordered.


This episode is a love letter to the woman who’s done apologizing for taking up space, asking for what she wants, and living in devotion to her pleasure.


Inside this episode, I share:


🌿 How I intentionally used weed as a spiritual tool for the first time in 3 years

💓 The channeled messages I received from my pussy (yes, literally)

🔥 Why true healing isn’t about fixing but rather reclaiming pleasure

💘 Why pleasure is the antidote to shame and what’s actually required to embody that

🙅🏼‍♀️ What the phrase “high maintenance” reveals about internalized shame

💎 The deeper connection between shame, desire, and divine feminine power


This one’s for the woman who’s learning to listen to her body, honor her desires, and unapologetically choose herself over and over again.


Your pleasure is sacred.


You are not high maintenance. You are high frequency, and you don’t need to apologize for any of it.


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